||[Jan. 3rd, 2007|11:38 pm]
I don't really know what's wrong with me. I've been feeling kind of down in the dumps lately. I've been worried about a lot of things, like money, going back to school, and having to stay at my jobs. It all majorly sucks.|
I know school is three weeks away, but I know they will just fly by, and I will be separated from my baby again. I've been feeling these overwelming emotions like I want to stay with her all the time. Instead of putting her in her bed at night or during some naps I take into my bed and snuggle her until she falls asleep and sometimes I fall asleep myself. Then I put her back in her bed when Brandon comes home from work. I've not been doing anything around the house or anything. I don't think this kind of thing is healthy. Not to mention that if I stick to Amory like glue, we will both have an incredibly hard time separating when the time comes. I'm getting all teary eyed just thinking about it.